. everyday it’s endless distractions to not cut myself, relapsing, repenting, relapsing, trying to stay clean, all while hiding this from everyone. i’m tired, i want to stop but i feel so far gone and ik everyone says “you’re never too far gone” but i feel like the worst sinner to walk this planet. idk […]
I don’t emotionally believe in God’s grace.
. Intellectually, I have fully convinced myself. I have read many arguments for God, and I do know that God is real. I just don’t have my heart with it. It’s only my mind. I live as though he never existed. I want to go back, to start becoming a better Christian, but I don’t […]