. everyday it’s endless distractions to not cut myself, relapsing, repenting, relapsing, trying to stay clean, all while hiding this from everyone. i’m tired, i want to stop but i feel so far gone and ik everyone says “you’re never too far gone” but i feel like the worst sinner to walk this planet. idk […]

. Intellectually, I have fully convinced myself. I have read many arguments for God, and I do know that God is real. I just don’t have my heart with it. It’s only my mind. I live as though he never existed. I want to go back, to start becoming a better Christian, but I don’t […]

. I pray and I thank God daily for what he has gave me. In my prayers I have accepted jesus Christ died on the cross for us and accepted him as my lord and savour. I try to live my life as well as I can but I do sin. I dont go to […]

. Willfully sinning. Im afraid, I feel condemned, I feel empty, I keep having blasphemy’s thought about God and the word everything. I just to serve God, years ago, but fell into sin. I read Hebrews 10:26 and was afraid I stoped asked for forgiveness, but later on fell again, it’s been about 2 months […]